class was ok i guess. everyone could see that i wasnt myself. i try not to show but they just knew. its just hard to fake a smile every single day. i just dont know how to do it anymore.

my results was out today. overall i passed. but unfortunately i failed my wine. i did not know how i failed but i did. i remembered i did so well during the exams!! i really tried my best but i got a 4.7/20! how did i get that? i do not know. thank God everything else was high enough to make me pass, especially computer studies which i got 20/20.

just came back from watching She's The Man in one utama. all of us thought it would be another chick flick when the movie started with amanda bynes but it was good! alot of nice comedy'ness. laughed my head off, so did everyone else in the cinema!! =)

i guess today is just another day. i can get through the next just fine. but i just cant stop thinking about my counseling thing. its just freaking me out. i dont know what to do. i really dont.

guess thats that. i've faults of my own, but can i fix it by myself? i dont know. maybe i need a counselor to help. im glad that this counselor is free or else i wouldnt want to waste anymore money. oh well, not everything is free in this world.

rick.